Although I'm relative new to this forum, i want to announce a longer absence of mine. Friday next week I'm going on a trip to Italy with my friends and shortly after my return I'm moving into my own apartment. I want to connect this change with a kind of project. Partly because I'm not going to have the money to affords much and partly because I want to experience "a new life"
, I will not have any TV, PC or Internet for a longer time (maybe a year). I hope to find some productive and creative alternatives to live through the day. Maybe I get a bit closer to...whatever
(kind of esoteric).
I wish you all the best. I enjoyed this forum and you people.
(I'm not going to quit right now, I'm going to use it as long as I can before beginning the total nihilism)
Nevertheless, Good bye everybody
Unhappy is he to whom the memories of childhood bring only fear and sadness. Wretched is he who looks back upon lone hours in vast and dismal chambers with brown hangings and maddening rows of antique books, or upon awed watches in twilight groves of grotesque, gigantic, and vine-encumbered trees that silently wave twisted branches far aloft. Such a lot the gods gave to me - to me, the dazed, the disappointed, the barren, the broken.