[wolfrainvn]

My beloved


For so long as It may seems,
My love for you endured.
As I longed and as I searched,
What was lost and not to be found.

Yet at last here is my heart,
Thorned and shredded from pieces to pieces.
Why again must I endured,
The heavy load of your love.

Oh life, you are a crude one.
I played the fool and I must pay.
You gave me hope when I didn't need hope,
You gave me despair which I could not bear.

Why must I see what I so dreaded,
The love which was never mine.
So happy and far away
And so close that I can reach.

Your happiness is my joy.
Your happiness is my sorrow.
You are my light of hope.
You are my absolute despondency.