its nc-17 isn't it?
i write nc-17s and half of my reason to live is to read them =P
i also would like to take this opportunity to tell you that i've just died and returned to life. all because of Gackt. just saw a recent picture of him and i was almost literally thrown off my chair. he looks more real than ever these days... so desireable... >.<
now. link me to the fanfic? =P