Threes a few things you can do to boost your self esteem, go to
Meetup: World's largest community of local Meetups, clubs and groups! and find a social group in your aria, Its a lot essayer to talk to an attractive person that you like when you have something uncommon.
2ed Subscribed to yogameditation on you tube search under GURU or go to
Yoga Meditation Zen Meditation Techniques Mantra + Hand Positions + Mantra System for Miracles hes videos have help me a lot.
best of luck.
"I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous than standing armies....if the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of currency....first by inflation and then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of their property until their children wake up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered."
- Thomas Jefferson 1743-1826