[Daikirai]

*sighs* He did refuse after all, because he'd have felt bad for his friends if he had joined my band... Such a perfect person he would have been for us, now I'll have to find another one. For some reason I still do have a feeling that he'd change his mind and since I did see his expression when he told me that he'd refuse, I wouldn't be surprised if he would change his mind... It has been a long, long time since the last time I saw such a sorry face, seriously. ._. Perhaps I'm a fool, but at least I'm an honest fool who can listen to the sound of the heart, it's rare for me to get along so freely with a random person, so I'll be making sure that our friendship won't end in him refusing to be our guitarist.
So, I'll be looking for another guitarist somewhere else once I've asked every one of the guitarists in my school...