erm.. I put starving etc.. not like id really do that but thats the closest one of those it could get. Id feel bad for a long time & probably listen to the old songs a lot in my room, burning candles for memorial. Attleast if Gact was gone, I mean, hes the one whos music got me into Japan & that culture at the frist place. Plus his music & lovely voice has followed me through a bunch of bad times Ive had & helped me to fall asleep into calm realm of dreams. But none of those options were truely for me really.. Anyways, I wish I could find some way to thank him, but buying his cds & stuff is the best way I can think of righ now. Not like Id in my right mind think I could ever meet him in person in real life just for saying thanks or such

Besides, even dears is for japanese fans only, right? *siGh*