Well anyway, I have thought long and hard about it (had some sleepless nights too) and I have decided to stay here in England and do my degree first before I go to Japan. It would be awesome to go to Japan next year, but I've realized that I won't have enough money and it will be near impossible to survive without a degree or fluent Japanese. So yeah it sucks, but I think it's the better decision. At least my dream of going to Japan will motivate me to study extra hard. So I guess I'll probably then move to Japan some where around 2012-2013. Sigh
it seems so far away when you actually say it out loud. Oh well....