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03-26-2010, 08:46 AM

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Originally Posted by xYinniex View Post
....so your friends aren't nice, honest decent people? :/
I know that sounds strange...like why would i be friends with them?
Well unfortunately i can only count 2 people i know as true friends. 3 if you count my girlfriend who i live with.

However, i do occasionally socialise with other people. These are people i have known growing up although when it comes down to it i have little or nothing in common with them so i do not truly count them as my 'friends'. But you can still sometimes have a fun time with people who you are not close to.

Hope that makes more sense.

It's funny because i've always been popular in that i never have a shortage of people wanting to be my friends...but i think i've always expected too much of people and so maybe think of myself a little highly. At least that's how it would seem to others.


For example, i was on a night out with 8 people and 1 person went missing. Everyone apart from me and my friend just went home!!! But we searched for him. We couldn't find him anywhere so we got a taxi home and i went and woke his parents up at 2am. I told them to take the car and look for him. They found him passed out and as he had been spiked and tried to walk home. It was freezing and hospital said if he wasn't found he could have died. (it happened to someone else i knew...).
His parents thanked me etc and asked if there was anything they could do to repay me...but i just sai why, i'm his friend..isn't that what friends do?


So there you go. There is just 1 of many experiences i have of human nature, and a lost a lot of faith in people as these things happened. Baring in mind some of the people who went home and left him had been his 'friends' (and i use that loosly now) since we were children.




@pocketmepink - i agree. But that's jsut it, it's such a shame more people do not develop this. I mean how hard is it really? To me all it takes is to want it. Why do so many people settle for the mundane? The same old stuff day by day? Don't people ever sit and thing, maybe there is something more out there.
I don't understand how people can be content to grow old while repeating the same interests and activities year after year. It just seems like a waste, considering all those people who don't have the money to do the things they want...so many people with the money don't have the inclination to experience things!!!
I don't know, it just doesn't comprehend with my brain because i guess i'm totally the opposite. Unfrotunately in a few years i might hit that barrier that is 'kids'. So things might change...i'd like kids with my partner and she would like them with me. But i'm going to come to a big crossroads soon where i have to decide between continuing my world travel, or settling down with children. Either 1 could lead to many regrets so i'm a bit apprehensive about that...but that's my problem! haha
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