broken heart

[nejiforever01]

how many of you have gotten your heart broken heres my story the guy i was asking advise for he was just playing with me and i got depressed for weeks so if anyone bothers to tell me what happened to them please tell me and to those people who just look at this and dont reply dont bother looking at this then...... it gets annoying....

[BakaCrisis]

Well, I really liked this girl and we talked for about a month, then she went over someones house, and told me the next day they kissed and went out... so0o I was deeply hurt, but things happen

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[Nevik]

heres my top 2.

1 girl cheated on my with 4 different guys at the same time. had a relationship with her for 1 year.

my last girlfriend who i have been seeing for 1 year passed away a year ago.
my heart hasnd healed since.

[zoneoni]

I was young and naive. I believed the world was flat and everything that happened needed to make sense. I believed that the sun went down for the same reasons that night went away. I was madly inlove. Madly. I would have jumped infront of a train if I knew it would curve the small corners of her mouth. It was a dark time. She was an older women both mind and body. Something I believed so sacred that I would stake life and dream for it. We dated for about 8 months. My friends told me I was crazy. I was an idiot. They were right. I was fed an entire encompassing lie that determined me the center of the universe and I loved it. I felt more endearing arms in hers then I did in my own family. About four months in I discovered she was see someone else. In fact many other people. She was sexually active but not with me. She was emotionally involved but not with me. Her tears were not for me. Her anger and emotional compass had nothing to do with me. I was a blanket that could have been tossed out at any moment. I'm suprised it lasted as long as it did. I heard and knew yet I choose not to believe. I was so wrapped up in the possiblities of our lives that I could not assess what was happening to me now. For the next four months I spent a dreary and shallow road watching with mediocre eyes as the women I had fallen for lied and cheated. I grew impalable, darker by the days. Eventually I knew nothing but darkness, I would have dreams where I was stabbing myself in the stomach over and over again yet I could not control my arms. It was recurring all the time. One day I caught them. I saw what no one in their lives should see. I heard them at first...I sat and I heard them for a long time outside of the room. It was odd, it was like...your arms had fallen off or...you were drowning. Then I remember a strange sensation like I had eaten off the head of my own naviety and had found black rage instead and it covered me. I walked in picked up my things and went back home while they were still there. Days later she would call me but I never picked up. I grew up as a byproduct of those times, I was awakened err enlightened if you will. I don't feel bad I think it was just something I was deemed to experience in order to be me. I don't regret it at all. It's just another chapter in this book.

[BakaCrisis]

Originally Posted by zoneoni

I was young and naive. I believed the world was flat and everything that happened needed to make sense. I believed that the sun went down for the same reasons that night went away. I was madly inlove. Madly. I would have jumped infront of a train if I knew it would curve the small corners of her mouth. It was a dark time. She was an older women both mind and body. Something I believed so sacred that I would stake life and dream for it. We dated for about 8 months. My friends told me I was crazy. I was an idiot. They were right. I was fed an entire encompassing lie that determined me the center of the universe and I loved it. I felt more endearing arms in hers then I did in my own family. About four months in I discovered she was see someone else. In fact many other people. She was sexually active but not with me. She was emotionally involved but not with me. Her tears were not for me. Her anger and emotional compass had nothing to do with me. I was a blanket that could have been tossed out at any moment. I'm suprised it lasted as long as it did. I heard and knew yet I choose not to believe. I was so wrapped up in the possiblities of our lives that I could not assess what was happening to me now. For the next four months I spent a dreary and shallow road watching with mediocre eyes as the women I had fallen for lied and cheated. I grew impalable, darker by the days. Eventually I knew nothing but darkness, I would have dreams where I was stabbing myself in the stomach over and over again yet I could not control my arms. It was recurring all the time. One day I caught them. I saw what no one in their lives should see. I heard them at first...I sat and I heard them for a long time outside of the room. It was odd, it was like...your arms had fallen off or...you were drowning. Then I remember a strange sensation like I had eaten off the head of my own naviety and had found black rage instead and it covered me. I walked in picked up my things and went back home while they were still there. Days later she would call me but I never picked up. I grew up as a byproduct of those times, I was awakened err enlightened if you will. I don't feel bad I think it was just something I was deemed to experience in order to be me. I don't regret it at all. It's just another chapter in this book.

Wow, that was VERY deep. Gosh I could never go through somethign liek that.

(。_゜)〃ドテ！

[zoneoni]

lol not all women are bad though....chuckle* and it wasn't that bad, there were nice moments sometimes.

[nejiforever01]

ne this all must be horrible........ i was crying my eyes out i was seriously hurt...... (inner me-i told you you were an idiot) and the thing that i think is messed up is that now he just stares at me and after his friends told me it was a joke ....

[BakaCrisis]

I feel sorry for ugly girls though.
I'm not sure what that has to do with anything but... Yea.
Oo0o, erm... yea. 5 days after I had sex with a girl we broke up and she was kissing on another guy that day.. MAkes me wonder if they were talking when I was with her.

[nejiforever01]

ahhhhhhhhhh you had sex im ugly..... YOU HAD SEX?! im young so heeheehee

[BakaCrisis]

Yea, My advice... Save it till your truly ready... Use a condom, And dont do it with a hoe ;_;