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09-16-2008, 12:55 AM
At home I'm always quiet, but when I'm with friends I'm extremely annoying. What else? Also depending on what class or teacher I'm with, I always raise my hand or nearly fall asleep.
~Yuna7780 John 3:16&17- "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him." |
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09-16-2008, 01:00 AM
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Sometimes when I look back on memories, I can't even remember being there, I felt like somebody completely different. “Don't lower your mask until you have another mask prepared beneath.”
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09-16-2008, 01:10 AM
you know what they say
(well at least here in texas) "beware the mask you wear around others,one day you will find out that it is your true face." im sort of scared of my personality,(ugh that sounds so hulk),but i find my self thinking horrable things that i wanna do. but thanks to that evil i guess im always playing the hero at school,i dont like seeing others get picked on and i always help others to see through anothers eyes. Yesterdays history,tomorrow's a mystery. |
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09-16-2008, 01:13 AM
I also forgot to mention about myself that I'm really bitchy. If somebody really pisses me off, I'll implode. lol I mean, I don't get REALLY mad often, but I always have good evidence to back up when I get into a fight of a sort.
~Yuna7780 John 3:16&17- "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him." |
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09-16-2008, 01:13 AM
I’m too obsessed with my hair and its appearance, up to the point where if it looks bad I feel very gloomy and I won’t go out until I do something to it, but if my hair looks great (that I like it) I feel great and I’m up for anything. Most of the time I think of myself as weak, thus I constantly feel the need to prove that I am strong and that I am capable of protecting myself, especially to my family; I hate crying in front of them, I hate it when they comfort me in any way – no one in my family has comforted me in any way in years. I didn’t even cry in front of them or showed any sign of sadness in front of them during the time my oldest brother was away in basic training, my friends only saw me crying, my friends are the only ones I let comfort me and am completely open with – it’s not like a cry a lot, anyway. However, I love my family deeply and I wouldn’t change them for the world, my parents taught me so many values that I am truly grateful for, and that’s why I hate the fact that I can sometimes be rather cold towards them.
However, when I say that I will always be there for someone, I mean it. I’d run miles for my friends and I would do anything I can to make them smile when they are crying, and just relax when they are stressed. I’m friendly and kind to everyone, and if you get on my bad side, no you won’t "get it”, I’ll simply ignore you and keep in mind that you are nothing at all, and go on with my life. I must admit that I can sometimes be melodramatic, but when I am I always make my friends laugh and that makes me happy. Most of the time I tell the truth, I’m really not someone to lie. I tend to think that nothing is impossible, and if you truly fight for what you want and truly want it, you will get it. I’m someone that’s positive, that smiles when others smile, I fight for what I want, I love dreaming big, and I enjoy having all sorts of experiences because then I’ll have a story to tell. Yes, I have that side of me that I don’t exactly like, but that’s part of who I am, and fortunately the side of me that’s friendly and fun and caring is the one that shines through. : ) |
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09-16-2008, 01:29 AM
I know...though nowadays I'm just so out of it. It's like I'm havin an out of body experience. You should see this one part of a story I'm workin on, its pretty much how I really feel
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09-16-2008, 01:40 AM
Let me take a wack at this:
I live every day day by day. What I feel and act like one day has no consequence on what I may feel and act like the next day. I’m very impulsive. If I get the urge to do something, I’ll do it. I tend to be nice to those I’m close to, and a bit stand-offish (if I feel like it) to those I don’t know. I’m fairly easy to talk to, though very few do. I have incredibly willpower, but very little physical strength, so while I may not be able to fight well physically, it takes a hell of a lot to take me down. While I may not be able to fight physically, I can fight mentally, and I can do that well. I consider myself insane, and tell friends, who never believe me, that I’m crazy. Of course, what define sanity anyway? Everything I do is with purpose. Even if I’m acting strange or weird, I’m doing so with purpose. I love reading people and trying to find out about them before I get to talk to them. I love playing mind games with people, playing with them to see what they’ll say or how they’ll respond. I never, however, do this in a relationship, and hate it when my partner or someone I’m flirting with does it to me. If I have a friend in need, I’ll do what I can to help them, not carry them. If there’s a stranger in need, I’ll do what I can to help them, not carry them. If I’m in need, I keep my mouth shut, knowing that even though I should put myself first, my problems are insignificant compared to the problems of others. I try to work hard, and in some cases, end up short of what I wanted. Despite that, I keep going to improve what I worked on. I live life the way I want to. I stopped giving advice to people back in high school, after finding out that most people just wanted to vent and that I wasn’t very good at giving advice anyway. Therefore, I open my ears more than my mouth, making me a rather good listener. And because I’m a good listener, I can learn more about a person from one thing they say easier than most people can. I have lots to say, but never say it. In a world where the one who speaks loudest is heard, why bother making your voice tired? People think I’m shy, or at least introverted. But I’ve found no one’s ever interested in anything about another human being unless they ask you, so why bother telling a world that could care less about yourself (this post is hypocritical )?That's all I can think of at the moment, I know there's loads more problems with me .How in the world do people reach 1,000+ posts? |
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