Do You Ever Wish That You Just couldn't Feel Anymore?

[Saris]

I finally had the emotional feeling of not wanting to...well feel. At that time I didn't want to feel anything physically and I didn't want to have any emotional feelings at all. I just wanted to well... Not die, but I didn't want to really exist either. Does that make sense LOL? At that time nothing else mattered to me except for wanting to be non-existent. Has anyone else ever felt that way? I mean I feel better now lol, but it was just crazy that I felt that way because that has never happened to me before. Does anyone feel like that al of the time? Well i'm just curious to see if anyone else has ever felt that kind of pain?

[Rikku777]

Oh yeah. Many, many times I have felt that way. Don't worry, you're not alone.

[CoolNard]

Not existing doesn't mean you're dead - a whole world of difference, lol, so it makes a lot of sense, don't worry about it. So basically, you just wanted to get away from reality, to take a break from life, to walk the path of barren emptyness so you wouldn't have to suffer any more wrongs and grievances..? Cuz well, if that's what you're saying..., then yes, I've been there.. It's something you don't wanna feel... An emotional feeling which betrays and contradicts itself, a darkness within yourself.. To just want to hide in a desolate nutshell.. Trying to live up to expectations can be tiring... yes, but as long as you keep breathing, you'll be able to pull through everyday.
Suggestion: Try doing something you like to get your mind off negative stuff.. ^_^

[Hisuwashi]

No, because each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today... you can choose to be in a good mood, or you can choose to be in a bad mood.

I choose to be in a good mood.

[MazarDantechildofdevil]

No, not really, sometimes though.

[Samael]

Eh that's normal. It's good to have some sort of hobby for escapism purposes. Mine are paintball and video games, my mother's is reality TV, my friends have Warhammer 40K, books, and movies ect. Life gets old for everybody, so it's good to jump into someone else's for a bit so you feel refreshed when you return to your own.

[Kuroneko]

You know Samael your about the only other person on here that makes any sense.

[FlyingDaggers]

I have felt like this many times. but it is better to get over it as quickly as possible

[Samael]

Originally Posted by Kuroneko

You know Samael your about the only other person on here that makes any sense.

lmao, why thank you. I do my best.

[IamKira]

Never......I would rather feel anything than nothing aty all....There are extreme cases of pain where there is an exception...... Feeling is what keeps us human. Without feeling we would also die....you here about the kid who grew up without a central nervous system.....she couldn't feel....and as a baby would do things that almost killed her such as running into tables etc....she couldn't tell that there was anything wrong with this......Pain keeps us alive....Feeling in general keeps us alive....and I mean that in two connotations.... 1 actual life.....we would die without pain. 2 this is on a more moral type level...without feeling, we wouldn't be the people we are today...I don't even know what kind of thing could exist without feeling....