is anyboby outthere

[drpepper1785]

I was born without an EGO I haven't been able to make any friends. I think I am a bet stubborn in the sense do somthing if I think it may jeopardize my future. I am a regular guy, attractive, and healthy. I know the problem is all sociological, I spend most of the time when I am not working, learning whatever I can to broaden my horizon. I dont think I am a nerd. I have been learning Japanese for about a year on my own. I also joined a English Japanese social club in Boston, I live 60 miles south of Boston. I have meet nice people from all over the world. I want to go to Japan in a few years.

[forgotenmemory]

Well hi! I hope you like JF!

by the way I'm FM nice to meet ya!

[Hyakushi]

Were two of a kind anyways welcome to Japanforum if ya wana talk just message me

[terra104]

hello there,
um.. a question.. how can a person be born without an ego?!?!?!

anyhow.. hope u enjoy ur stay here JFF!

[drpepper1785]

my parents were missionaries form the 1970s to the 1990s traveling the world living in more the 15 countries. I was born In Cairo, me and family lived in group homes with as much a 10 other family's. In 1994 we come to Boston then 2 years later moved to RI and entered the public school system into 5Th grade. the school told my that I have ADD and put me special edu classes with mentally changed people. with no friends and a bad education, i devoted my life to become something more. I started making money at age 9 by doing landscaping and shoveling snow. my parents didn't give me no anyone of us kids money or an allowance. we all had to earn are keep be doing chores. my other 11 brothers and sitters all did fine. when I turned 18 i opened a checking account, established credit, and opened a Ruth ARA with fidelity investments.
with no guidance I lose thousands of my hard earn money on money make scams and business attempts. I still invests more time and money in my education then anything else. My learning Japanese is the only hobby that I have stuck with. I have tried some many thing and quit because of the lack of self motivation and support. so now my number one gaol is to master the Japanese language, save money and go to japan.

[forgotenmemory]

Wow! you shure worked hard! ^^

[Hyakushi]

I feel were your coming from . . . hope things will turn out for the better and you get your trip to japan. Keep Fighting! no matter what obstical stands in your way, keep living and keep learning.

[forgotenmemory]

You sound like a teacher hya!

But yeah keep workin hard!

[Hyakushi]

Hahahahahaha I wish I was a teacher that would be alot easier (not sure if I spelled that right) but I've been in his position before well except I didn't know my parents and well I don't have any brothers or sisters except the ones that are on this thread hahahahahahahahahaha

[drpepper1785]

I when to the English Japanese meet up today in Boston and meet a
onna no chugokujin. she is going to japan this December alone and want someone to go with her. we talked and I can go with her if I can get the money around $4000 no join her we have a lot in common I think she the girl for me she is fluent in English,Japanese, and Chinese. her name is Lana she totemo kawaii this is my one shot in a lifetime hope I can raze the money. my family is not that supportive of me learning Japanese. if I were to tell them of my plans to go they wouldn't take me seriously. she already has the plane tickets and will need to buy one before its full. I don't know what to do i will have about $3000 in bills by December and I will need a minimum of $4000 to go. anyone have any sajescans on who I can raise that much money, i should be able to save a naff for the plan ticket
other then that I going to start sells all my stuff I don't use, on eBay