A Lonely Philosopher's Poems

[aphrodite]

i love u and ur sisters poems

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

Yes...It pains me to say it, but...I...lost...my...poem...books... :goes and hides:

[Excessum]

Originally Posted by SamuraiAlchemistNinja

Here is "Broken Toy" 10/6/2006 I haven't read it since I wrote it...

I stepped off the ledge today
I never realized
That every pain I felt
Others, too, had cried
Why warn me about tomorrow
When I'm stuck in yesterday?
Why try to pull me closer
When I'm just too far away?
A single mistake was made
But it was so much more
Slamming everything in my face
By closing every door
What am I supposed to think?
How am I supposed to act?
I'm lost in confusion
And don't know how to react
The things I wish I had,
The things I wish I said
Keep haunting my dreams
And creating chaos in my head
A stupid mistake'
A second of joy
Created havoc and pain
And made my life a broken toy
"Please fix this toy, it's broken,"
Says the small boy to his Dad
"Sorry, darling, it's too broken
To be fixed like what you had."
"But, Daddy, if we try real hard,
Maybe it won't be so bad."
Dad replied, "Son, I'm sorry, butthis toy
Will only make you sad."
See how that works--
A broken toy is a broken toy
And all the things that make me cry
Are the things that once gave me joY
A wrongful mistake;
A moment of coy
Created pain and sadness
And now my life's a broken toy

SamuraiAlchemistNinja, You're sixteen right? he he i recall myself writing such poems at that age as well... but then i burned them all (I got 4 or 5 notebooks full of them, written in different styles and languages). But Yours are almost as good as mine were... keep it up!

[aphrodite]

Originally Posted by SamuraiAlchemistNinja

Yes...It pains me to say it, but...I...lost...my...poem...books... :goes and hides:

how did you lose it

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

Long story...but I found my ductaped one last night...the one with all my Japanese poems in it...maybe I'll post one in romaji for you all and translate it into Eigo...just for you guys! Lol...I have no life...and I'm proud of it! I live in Looserville; population: My sister and I...

[curious_jane]

loserville isn't so bad of a place.....ben to it . I say I like the poems too. Can't wright one to save my life!

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

Well arigato, it's always nice to know someone out there thinks I have even the slightest bit of talent...!!

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

This one I wrote on June 3rd, 2007

"Blame Fear"
Don't want to change a thing
Don't want it all to stay the same
Can't move; I'm paralyzed
I've got only fear to blame
Just a smile, just a laugh
A way to cry without the tears
No courage to get it back
Just stuck here blaming my fears
You'll turn in here
I'll keep on going
Run away to come home
Never even knowing
That what I need is never there
Cause I'm always searching elsewhere
Someday I'll find it tangled in my hair
All the reasons why I shouldn't care
But I'll just blame my fear
And get on with my life
Questioning all; what if, what if...?
Things had gone on right?
Please, I plead, I beg
Make things right
But courage isn't my strong point
So I'll just blame fear tonight

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

And here's one that I tried to write in Nihongo, (also russian, which is in[]) but...ah, I dunno, there's still a few problems. If anyone's got some fixes, that'd make me happy...
[Do Novyh Vstreek] "Til we meet again" August, 2007

Toki o modotte
Maboroshi o junjite
Matte, matte kudasai
[Do novyh vstreek]
Yoso ni, yoso ni
You and me, you and me
Shizuka ni bokutachi ga atte naa
Hibite iru anata no koe
Mada kiite
[Do novyh vstreek]
Yoso ni, yoso ni
Itsumo, you and me
Aruite, hanashite mo
Muzukashi ima yo
No de koko ni no anata nai
Kedo oboeteimasu ka
Yozora ni mayonaka
Ni futari narande onegai shita
Boku wa itsumo aishiteta tte hanashitta ga kimi
Sore wa makoto ka
[Do novyh vstreek]
Anata, anata; boku no anata
Kimi wo koko e hikitomeru no wa dare?
Behind my eyes
I wanna turn back time
Boku no yume no kimi yo
Matte, matte kudasai
[Do novyh vstreek]
Yoso ni, yoso ni
Kore wa roku ni?
Kimi kasureru, kasureru
Ame kara shitatari mada
Doko ni matta
Basho e shita de
Oboeteimasu ne?
Yo boku wa itsumo aishitete tte hanashitta ga kimi
Shunjitsu ka na...
[Do novyh vsteek]
[Do novyh vstreek]

[SamuraiAlchemistNinja]

Here's another attempt (with the eigo in parentheses next to it ^^) Again, any mistakes or wrong nihongo, PLEASE let me know!

Kagami kara Hokori (Dust from the Mirror) October, 2007

Akiramanani ima (Don't give up now)
Mada karabiya (You're still gorgeous)
Shizukaru izenni, izenni (So were so silent before, before)
Just like the
Kagami kara hokori (Dust from the mirror)
Kuruma soto e norikosute no mirareru (You were watching the cars go by)
Samerete, samerete (Come to your senses, come to your senses)
Anata no kaisou wa wamekute (Your reflection is screaming)
Boku o mirute tte ("Look at me")
Mada karabiya tte ("You're still beautiful")
Mada yakosoku aishiteru tte ("I promise I still love you")
Himitsu ne? (It's not a secret, is it?)
Kawaite sae, shirete dearote (Even if you're scared, I will know)
Yume ikiranai jibun kirai kotoba so iwanaide (Don't say things like "Dreams don't exist" and "I hate myself")
Okite--sono mama--hanashite ima (Get up [out of bed]--just like that--now run)
Akiramanai ima (Don't give up now)
Boku wa mikunai o yakosoku (I promise it's not hopeless)
Shiroi kumo soto e norikosute no mirareru (You were watching the white clouds go by)
"Sad" o korozasete da ka (Do you intend to be "sad"?)
Demo akiramanai (But, don't give up)
Daremo ja nai o kiratte (No one hates you...)
Demo kimi ne? (...But you, right?)
Soshite sono shittete (And you know that)
Shiroi tsuki sasote (The white moon calls out to you)
"Kaerizakute" ("Bloom a second time")
Don't let there be
Kagami kara hokori! (Dust from the mirror!)
Itoshii, samerete kudasai (My lovely, please come to your senses)
"Mada aishiteru yo" ("I still love you")
Anata no kaisou wa nikoyaka ima (Your reflection is smiling now)
Now why don't you?