Your worst relationship and how you feel about that person.

[Ai2008]

Ok I made this because I had a really bad relationship, and I think i'm a little to bitter about it. And I know what I'm going to say may scare some people, but I'm not a bad person; I love people; but this one person really gets under my skin.
ok last year I had a boyfriend who was cheating on me, but I thought I was in loveand that he'd be the only one to ever love me. And I lost something to him so I had a hard time with that too. But after all the cheating and running after all these other girls; he started beating me. And I didn't tell anyone at first, but then one day I asked him "Do you love me?" and he told me like it was nothing "O that was just pillow talk" and then we fought a little and i tried to make things better and he threw me head first into a wall in front of all our friends and other in school. And soon after I tried to leave him and he just tried to beat me more and more, but i finally got away. And I have an amazing guy now; he really saved me and he's never once cheated or anything.
But the Ex that cheated on me...well for a long time I just wanted to give him the same pain he gave me. There were some nights that i wished I'd killed him, and I feel bad for thinking it. Once i was so mad at him I told him if he ever came near me I'd skin him alive and fead his heart back to him. And I know most of you are like backing away; but that's not the real me. I'm just bitter. Am I wrong for being so bitter and thinking the way I do?

[Kyousuke]

nope. Katt williams once said, theirs 2 types of men. real men and bitch men. the bitch men only think about themselves and think they know everything. a real man is someone who's willing to be with someone even if they have a kid and treat the kid like he was his own son. i think you shouldnt hate someone like that but feel sorry because he wont know what happiness is until he understands how weak he is.

[Hyakushi]

<_< I'm always the hated one XD I really don't hate any of my Ex's but if I go anywhere near them they give me that evil eye like so I stay away from them.

[GangstaNinja]

yea ive never been in a relationship

[Ai2008]

Originally Posted by Kyousuke

nope. Katt williams once said, theirs 2 types of men. real men and bitch men. the bitch men only think about themselves and think they know everything. a real man is someone who's willing to be with someone even if they have a kid and treat the kid like he was his own son. i think you shouldnt hate someone like that but feel sorry because he wont know what happiness is until he understands how weak he is.

Yeah I guess, I mean I just really wish I knew why he did it. I mean I've asked him and all I ever get is "I told you I was possessed" and that is just something I have trouble believing; and all the girls that wanted him then don't want him now. He is Weak, but I was weak to stay with him so long.

[Kyousuke]

you werent weak. or else you would still be in the situation. i really wouldnt have an answer to why he did it because thats just the way some people are.

[EveV]

Lol. That sounds like my ex. He cheated on me with several different girls , told no one we were really going out , hit me , insulted me , got mad at me every time I didn't do something he wanted or did something I wasn't supposed to do. I had to follow his lead.
It's been like maybe a year a half since I ended it with him.
He still occasionally well threaten me or try to talk too me.
You're not wrong for being bitter. You are so right. And trust me , he deserves too get his ass beat or cussed out. Don't let anyone control you and get away with it. You're not some fucking toy you're a beautiful woman who loves and lives. Fuck him.
When the bitterness fades and you forget completely it's refreshing but don't ever beat yourself up for hating someone who did something like that too you.

[Tenchu]

Smash him mash him and let him have it!

If I were your new boyfriend, and I saw that other guy, I would beat hi until he could not move.

Try not to let these things get to your heart, I think. Hatred will not solve anything. But sometimes a little violence can remantle justice...

[Ito]

hi Ai2008 .
i read our story and i kinda know how you feel. i have been in bad relationship too and it took me 2 years before i started dateing again. i know that u are angry at our ex for what he did to u. but he doesnt deserv our time of even thinking about him. I know its hard to forgett on what had happend to u, but i think u should focus on getting more stronger from the inside.
hugs Ito

[Ai2008]

Yeah I have notced that I am stronger for leaving him, but I think one thing he might never get over is the fact my New boyfriend was one if his bestfriends. Yeah that's gets a lot of people. I realized I shouldn't be so bitter about it, my Ex an I are on a trivia team for school together and we seem to be okay, but just don't talk like we use to.