what am i supposed to think ... or do?

[ARose]

lol too bad i've never even had a sip of alcohol in my life and don't plan to.

[Suki]

Let him be the one to make the next move. Just keep a distance, don't act like you're totally hung up on him, if he knows that then you're screwed.

Originally Posted by ARose

lol too bad i've never even had a sip of alcohol in my life and don't plan to.

Wow now that is admirable xD!

[ARose]

Originally Posted by JoshAussie

!?!?!?!?!?

Why?

lol because I have never had any urge to drink. I can have fun without it.
(and I used to be a bartender too lol ironic, i know)
and thanks Suki!

We've managed to go back to acting normally towards each other. He's keeping his plans to come visit next weekend so we'll see how that goes. I'm just going to act like I always do. I would rather keep him as my best friend and move on than cut him out completely. We kind of need each other, lol. Anyway, he told me he was acting a little quietly because he hated himself for hurting me. Doesn't make the situation less painful, but ya know what?...

....Sitting here wishing it hadn't happened wouldn't make it go away. So, I'm going to just be happy. It's not worth being upset that upset over. I'll be hanging out with my other guy friends in the meantime ... maybe I'll meet someone then... maybe not. Either way, I'll be happy. I don't need a guy in my life to make me that way.

Thanks everyone for your help!