Anime sure did change a few things in my life, just like you I romantized my thoughts of relationships, the point is , it never works out.
I keep on hoping to find that true love somehow, but I've also become more 'ecchi' haha, but the thing I am really worried about is that I am 19 now, and people around me think its childish to still watch anime and ready manga, but in my head I keep telling myself it's normal because in Japan everyone reads manga and watches anime.. Today I decided to go to Japan in a few years, starting today I will be learning japanese through courses!

Greetings,

Rubie

Not good enough
 

Sometimes I compare the guys in my school to the guys I read about in my anime and it makes them seem...not good enough. I mean, the guys in manga and anime are sooo perfect and the real guys are just...not. Sorry guys :o

the same for girls
I cant recall well but i think i already said it somewhere


anyway Nodame reminded me of my love for classical music
although my fave instrument ,cello , isnt given much of attention

Personally, I think anime/manga has a great influence on my life.
Since the day I 'discovered' both anime and manga, it drastically changed my
daily life. In a positive way it is [L/Ryuuzaki - Death Note] became my personal idol. =DD