I am good
 

I posted a post: What your reasons ?japanese , so you will know some things about my thoughts .

People in this world will know I am good .

Because I have good knowledge from good jewish books .

Having the knowledge of torah and applying are two different things. do you apply it to your life?

I will not talk about too much secret of Jews in here .

May be he bless you .

Elohim said to beacon of light to others so what do we achieve by speaking in private?
Side note its also said dont put the cart before the horse self righteousness gets you no where in other words. if you look at the torah closely you have probably vviolated it at some point in your life as have i and everyone else.