I have shed more then one tear
I am heartbroken every other year
Do you know why?
I wake in a sweat
from the nightmares
that have made me bled
i don't want to weep
i don't want to fall asleep
i need a black rose
from the one that has never arose.

lol i know i do, i have a mind that doesnt think about no time..>^_^<
and this one was the longest i have written.xD


I dont know how to get out
of this situation im in right now
dont know who to trust
dont know why i look up to you
when you made this heart break
so easy for yourself
every tear
every year
i would think of you
i never thought for myself
i would go straight to you
i wouldnt lose one minute of time
away from you
and now im standing here
thinking about what i should do
should i just forget about you
or keep this love inside so i wont cry
i didnt want to lose you
i didnt want to have to cry for you
in front of you i stand
all alone as you tell me everything


you told me not to cry
to brake out of my shell
and stop hiding from this world im in

you told me to feel free
instead of locked up in a cage
and feel insane

you helped me get through the good times
and get through the good times
but you would somehow make me cry
i dont know why
i guess its because you never said those three word

*i love you*
Ive been waiting up late at night for you
staying in the cold outside searching for you
why do you always look the other way and never at me
why is it her that you wanted more then me
i was there for you
she was with others
she is my best friend
but this is the second time shes done this

the is always someone you can not trust
but they hide their real self underneath that sweet skin
and pretend not to be selfish
i know how that is
to be hurt by someone like that
someone that i called my best friend
she ruined my happy ending
and i want to ruin her so she know
i want her to know just how i feel right now
locked up in a cage
no one there to keep you safe
always in pain
nothing is the same now that he is gone forever
he told me that the first love
you do not fall this deep in love with for a reason
because you cant be with them till the end.T_T


*Arsenio i will always want you to the end,
i just wish you could have kept your promise and changed,
you were so agresive with me it was painful
but worth everything to me,
every kiss, and smile, hug and style,
i changed for you but you did nothing for me,
im sorry i wasnt good enough for you to be happy.T_T*

im gonna go learn guitar
so i can be famous
going to share my music
with everyone in this world
make things right
keep people out of fights
going to become someone nice
dress the same
not be as lame
but almost the same.






love
time
something nice
with roses
kissing
hugging
laughing........
.......until it goes wrong that is.


love last for awhile until you have a wrong in your relationship
have fun dont fight
be nice, and dont be over protective
give the one you love their freedom
so everything wont go wrong.

a little vampire girl
in a vampires world
so weird and lost
why cant she
be one of the real
one of the mean
and perfect vampires in this world
for she is only a half blood
but one of the most beautiful vampires
she is smart and perfect
sitting on her bed and reading
about the crazy vampire stories
so weird so funny
but how did the people know
how did they find out
about this other life?

And more......

why yes yes it is.xD