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it hurts .... .o( _ _ )o ショボーン
ρ（。。）イジイジ dunno where I can start (〜〜。 ) シクシク
but last night my friends told me I looks unhappy and some of them told me I didn't really smile or laught for a long time ~.~ Since I'm back from america I feel sooo bleh the place is just wrong ( I felt abit the same after I left germany) spain is just such a wrong place for me （−_−）ノシ・・・ハァ・・・ I visit my BF for 2 month in america we wanted to see how it it when we live so close toghether... this 2 month we had so many trouble and sad/bad happenings ( not with him and me) butwe could handle it all o(TヘTo) くぅ this 2 month where the happiest of my completly livetime ( who knows my past know why I sayed this) I felt happy inside ^^ but now ... after I had to go back to spain I lost my smile .............λ ))ｵｲﾃｶﾅｲﾃﾞｰｰｰ it feels all just so wrong without him , I get more and more depressions always when I wake up in the moring my pillow is wet...and my eyes are red ( I don't even wanna cry but my heart does it whiele I sleep) I look every day at his pic and the tears start to run slowly... I'm abit afraid of myself cuz last night I saw in my face how I smiled as I was sad with tears in my eyes 。・；´∧｀；・。 I know this .. I had it before but I hurt myself if I can't handle it I don't want that this happen again to me , I try to find something to keeps me happy but till now I failed ._. and my BF is still out of the field I can't even call him I hate the army O.Q I just wanna sleep... I hate this mood what I have right now it feels like slowly killing me from inside . I think I started to love him completly thats why my heart can't live without him ;.; but he is american and I german I know it will be hard that we can live easy together. I hope he can handle all so I can see him hopefully in august ;.; but till then I need something to make me happy... I hope someone has some Ideas Ｏｏ｡｡(￣_￣*)ぽあぁん |
Seeing as you felt this way when you came back from Germany, I would have to ask if the feelings diminished somewhat after a time. If they did, I would think you're just coming down from an emotional high, and having what gave you that high not be there anymore can be a painful experience.
There's always the future, Tsuzuki. Anyone who has such a great avatar of Felli Loss can't be all bad. :) |
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oh well I hope your right because it's really bad for me right now O.Q even with alot of work I can't stop it ;.; |
Sorry about your emotional upset gut I've got a question..Does his love for you as strong as yours for him?
Why am I asking this? I've noticed that long distance relationship tend not to be fail-proof unless the love between those involved is strong enough to be withstand it. |
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Great!! i hope you guys reunite someday and the love goes on. But you have to be patient, the army is generally time-consuming: training, posting and all, if you guys were married then you would move together. But look at the bright side, he is not on a war ground or Is he in Iraq? |
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Does he want that or you want him to?
You have to realise that the army might be his career line and if he progresses, it may eventually benefit both of you. |
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and he hates the army fronm the first day on T.T so he was so happy that he can leave this place in june . |
long distance relationships suckT^T im in one too, my Girlfriend went to colleege after her family moved last August and we were together for winter break, but then she had to leave again;.;!!!! and soon she is done with this year of school, then i get to go down to her for 2 months but after that we cant figure out how we can be together......
this is the worst pain i can ever imagine |
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and there is still nothing what we can do or plan O.Q |
i know how you feel;.; but truthfully i dont think anything besides being with them again can help us....nothing is equal or can equal itT^T
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all we can do is to hope and die :P T.T but I still haven't find someting what I can do to make me just abit happy x) |
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Th waiting helps makes the atraction stronger.Try write thinking about the good times you had togther and write love poems on these...could help.
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or you could try inhaling some helium and calling the samaritans thats always funny!:D or you could master the art of farting your national anthem! or burping it or hey what about both! :ywave: for me personally there is nothing funnier than an angry midget !! thats top of the line funny!! theres one where i live and when you piss him off he chases you lol !! he's a gangster midget !!( i dont know where you could get one of those though) |
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awww Tsu thats bad to hear. Think about how good will life be when you will be together again. <3 You are one of the strongest people I know. I know that you will manage! :)
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I hope it worked out, or does work out, But you know you're friends want you to see that life is about other things too. =) and other things that make you happy. God, if i had a plate of tiramisu in front of me, I'd have a massive smile on me face.
Focus on the little things and then things will start to look up before you know it. =) Do a course, go join a gym class etc. |
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愛しい人 すべて私の約束は大丈夫されます. 人生は美しいあなたは美しい I always found long distance relationships easier than being together all the time heh ^-^ but idk I just like to think about the person im dating more than anything really. Although it is tough when you are with them for along time (or what seems to be) then all of a sudden its gone. It just makes seeing them again more fun, 注意する Tsuzuki. Just tell him "私は狂ったようにあなたのことが恋しい!!!" hahahahaha! next time you see him xD. |
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