[EveV]

I haven't really wrote anything ( I want to share here ) that was dark.
So.

This is just some old stuff.
As in years >>


Only A Game


Wheezing dreams of failure
crumpling unfinished thoughts.
He told you to buy just an acre
but you stole the whole lot.
no longer in a stupor of pleasure
but loved just the same.
Not quite up to measure
But still, it's only a game.
The metal taste runs through my blood
like pollution in an innocent stream
I'd recover the crimson if I could
But you might be mad and leave
So I taste the iron running from my gums
Bleeding through every pore
But you only laugh and say, "I deserve more."
I work to get you night and day,
But you put up a fight until mourning.
Then I wake up to do it again,
My blistered fingers not making you sway.
His reply: "I thought this was only a game."


Rose Paper


Rose Paper …
Lovely and demented..
Rose Paper …
Beautiful and nicely scented…
Rose paper …
Miserable and sad …
Rose Paper …
My beautiful …
Rose paper …

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Close the door...
Walk away from the odor...
The terrible smell taking in everything and everyone you loved.

But I... I cannot
I cannot
I cannot
See, I am blind to felicity.


Sit down...
Ignore the system
It's consuming everything and everyone you loved.

But I... I cannot
I cannot
I cannot
Hear , I am deaf to sounds of bliss.


Somber clock hurry with time.
If you are going to kill me then do it.
Whats this?
Another death threat from an enemy?
if you are going to kill me then do it.
Please
It hurts to not see or hear.
Suicide blinded by fear.