[Sayakashi]

Dear Bab
Thank you so much for your comment
I am not very good at english
But I want to thank you from my heart to you
In this time
Your encouragement is very important for me
Thank you
I'm alone in Japan now
I was in Thailand 8 months ago
I worked as secretary for Toyota President of Thailand
I was model
But he is working as labor position in Japanese factory
He doesn't have much money
I knew that
But I still had fight with many problems and left everything in my life to live with him
I trust in him
My parent are in Thailand now
I had quarrel with my parent before I came here
I talk a lot and they believe in me that if I go to Japan I would come back to Thailand with good future
a good man who I would marry him . A good job in Japan .
But finally
finally ... this is what happened
I never gone at night
I never talk to stranger or guy
I been his good girl for all time
but
I don't know why
How can I live my life from now on .. I don't know how