yes the dark is all over, yes the soul is weaker

yesthisismyday · (#1 (**permalink**))

He wrote a sad song

He doesn't know how to smile
Holding things inside
His eyes felt dry
and he can't cry
but onion made tears from his eyes
yes, sometimes he has feelings of fear
who can take them out for him?
who can make him happy?
things that needed to be released
he wrote a sad song
it's a sad song
onion made tears from his eyes
he can't hide himmself
it's a sad song
and who can sing it loud and long?
he wrote a sad song
his eyes felt dry
and he can't cry
it's a sad song
who can take them out for him?
he said
if he believed in God
would God send s.o to love him?
and if he believed in love
would love send s.o to save him?
he wrote a sad song
it's a sad song to sing
it's a sad song
Do you feel the sad rhythm?
Will you sing it loud and long?
yes, it's a sad song
listen to his song in the middle of the night
and singin it loud and long
his eyes felt dry
and he just can't cry
if he believed in God
would God send s.o to love him?
and if he believed in love
would love send s.o to save him?
he wrote a sad song
it's a sad song to sing
it's a sad song
will you love him?
will you save him?
it's a sad song
he wrote a sad song

yesthisismyday · (#2 (**permalink**))

so I sat in my room naked
for long, till my temper was calm down
I decided to make no sound
and I walked out side to wash the dishes
as I stood still, looking defeated
and i saw the roaches walked by
they even didnt want to say hi
fucked them, I went to take a shower
smelled the room, and I drank some water
I was hungry, I wanted to eat
I was thirsty, I wanted peace
left me alone, the naked feeling was so wrong
the fucking anger, the motherfucker
sooner or later, I
bye bye
a half an hour or so just passed by, I came out
and treated my self some chicken with rice
I was thinking about the last time that i bet
for a little favor
I asked for some love, cause I was so lonely I guessed
I thought about old john too
as it was 3 am, I bet he was sleeping
poor old guy, slept outside facing weather bites
hey, at least he was free
just a little dark wonder, when would he say bye bye to this fucking life
I thought about Mr. Mark
the man, I've not met in real life
and the news saying he just passed away
poor old guy, people gave one teardrop
bye bye
my wish was that you enjoyed the afterlife
and if outthere some where you was looking down
to see me naked
I guessed it was O.K, it was cool
cuz we were never really spoke to each other
it was kidda late, I should bye bye too

onexsoul · (#3 (**permalink**))

wow thats depressing...
wow... ur good.......

Suki · (#4 (**permalink**))

Hey that's good. If his prayers were unanswered, as they probably were, he should try believing in something else other than God.

ChevalierHaji · (#5 (**permalink**))

those were very increadible
you and my sister should have a contest
her name is Yuri
she is increadible aswell

yesthisismyday · (#6 (**permalink**))

I can never stop the sadness in me
everyday I drag myself up gasping
everyday I drag myself up sighing
then I start bitching
I can never stop the sadness in me
cant stop the sadness in me
cant stop the sadness in me
cant stop the sadness in me
I drag myself out, I drag myself up and down
with sadness, with sadness, with sadness
I come to the classroom depressing
then I look at everyone sighing
dragging them down too
depressing all the crazy fools
with my solitude, my solitude
can never stop the sadness in me
can never stop the sadness in me
can never stop the sadness in me
why do they want to be me
I look up and down
I turn inside to start reflecting
I turn inside to start crying
then i wipe all my tears and come back
cant stop the sadness in me
cant stop the sadness in me
cant stop the sadness in me
somebody out there
please save me
please save me
please save me
I'll give you all
I'll give you what you need
here, my talent
please take it
here, my money
please take it
here, my name
please take it
take them away
take the connection away too
take the sympathy away too
I close the door
feeling disconnected
and my sadness still
saying hi!
my friend why are you still here?
because I love you
he replies
I sigh with sadness
and he smiles happily
like I just gave him
something to eat

yesthisismyday · (#7 (**permalink**))

funny

sitting tight, kicking some wines, in a typical hot summer night
under a flickering light
dark night, sound of crickets, like a constant tickling bite
is it my ticking of time?
sicking of this life, the way I walk, talk,
the mirror reflected a flashing of the eyes
this moment, rewind... how many times?
and I sat there, drunk, feeling so phunk

forgotenmemory · (#8 (**permalink**))

*feels depreesed*

yesthisismyday · (#9 (**permalink**))

I'm working on my wording mang, plz be patient

The story about Beo is always interesting
Because Beo is always misunderstood
He can point at a duck and speak it out loud
"What a duck, can you give me a buck?"
They still can say, "I may but first
tell me who you are anyway?
and why do you need a buck?"
"Are you crazy, a buck is a buck
Of course I need a buck, it's money"
Beo wanted to reply but he managed to
shut up and smiled.
and so the conversation goes
a duck to a buck and to many things
it spins from A to B to C to D ... beautifully
very funny
When Beo takes a shower
outside they sing
masturbating, ma s t u r b a t i n g
ting cling cling....
they pay attention to him so much
with such good caring
But he does not masturbating when showering
And he knows he can't tell them to shut up
just another misunderstanding
"I only masturbate in my room
People, they are so stupid," Beo thought.
And it's even harder to believe
though he won so many trophies
he always did poorly in classes
how the hell did he pass?
Yes, adding another mystery
You probably won't find many people
claim to see him studying
He feels guilty cause things
just turn out like that
Nobody really knows what Beo is really doing
Where the hell did he get the money?
Don't you find it funny
for those who support him financially
to come up with question like that
People they are just lost, when it comes to Beo
Beo can amaze the crowd when he fails too
Cause he can manage to fail
when it's really unexpected
But for some reason
(Beo blames it to luck)
Somewhere came a big shot
to clean the mess with style
And jealous guys sighed,
"Goddamn, he's connected"
Mr. Beo, please stand up
I want to see your face!
Mr. Beo, your family???
Mr. Beo, Mr. Beo and Mr. Beo
Who are you? Are you C.I.A.?
Are you K.K.K.?
Or are you communist?
Mr. Beo
Please speak and don't you dare to lie
Please remember we're always watching you from behind
We're watching you when you showering butt naked
We're watching you
Yes, Beo knows
Beo knows not only they're watching
Even his parents, uncles and aunts
and friends, and professors
they're all watching
so many spies but all clueless
suspecting one another for hiding part of the truth
But people
let me tell you
Beo is harmless
If you don't like him, probably because
you don't know him yet
Everybody loves Beo
Yeah, even the spies

MarkDuff · (#10 (**permalink**))

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Originally Posted by onexsoul

wow thats depressing...
wow... ur good.......

hmm........you thank That is depressing you should see my soul.....

very terable thing inside of there hmm.....maybe that wouldn't be such a great idea it mite wrick you life so maybe that really wouldn't be a great thing to do.