About the food, I don't eat most animals because I like them when they are alive so I refuse to eat them. I really don't want to eat fish because of that and the thing is that I have sensory problems so I can't always eat things that are a certain texture

please stop flaming me. I may leave because so many people on this forum are flaming me for my opinions that manga can come from countries other than Japan, the fact that the only animals I eat are chickens and cows, my age, my limitations and practically everything else I say. So far, I must say that this feels like an unwelcoming community and I am considering giving up my dreams of becoming a game programmer, learning Japanese and becoming a manga author. I came here wanting to find people with the same interests but so far I have, but they don't welcome me.