[wickedspell]

i wish i can fly to narita right now.But i just cant swap my schedule with anyone AT ALL.Everyhitng is fixed for next month;training etc.

My friend can speak japaense quite well,maybe she knows how to ask for an email. but like you said,it's strange,so im telling my friend to wait for now.i'm keeping that as a 2nd plan.

rite now m planning to send a card to the shop address.

To be honest,
it's not that im expecting a YES back from him.
it's just for my self actually.
i just dont wanna regret it later that i let go of a man i finally have a feeling for,without letting him know how i feel about him at all.

If i have to regret after i told him,im fine.
then at least i know i've tried.
right now it bugs me days and nites.i have to say it out.