[Aota]

I'm dating a girl who was a friend first. For a whole year. And, she's had feelings for me but I tried ignoring them at first because I wasn't the kind of guy she deserved back then.

Just two weeks ago, I asked her out, she said yes. And since last week, these feelings have sort of... Disintegrated. I want out, I just want to be friends with her again. But she's told me her deepest secrets, and that she loves me, truly.

I have feelings for someone else, she knows it, and she also knows what I'm going through right now, and is willing to wait for me to straighten this out.

I just want to retain our friendship, and nothing else. I feel bad for doing this to her, but I feel it's better than lying to her for the rest of our days.