im just soooooooooo bored and i have been feeling that way lately.TT~TT

its okay.



I have been
feeling sad
when your gone
i wont be mad
but when your here
and i know your leaving
i will cry while your sleeping
i dont know why
i have to cry
i get so sad
i break down inside
i just need you here
so i can breath steady at night.

The sole purpose
of human existence
is to light a beacon
in the void
of being

we are a nation of
hollow-stuffed people
bleeding together
heads filled with straw

like wind on an empty street
or rats feet on broken glass
in some dark and forgotten cellar

Im no longer here
in reality
so just forget about me
i want to be left alone
i want to be forgotten
just stay right here
and never be though of again.

why do you guys seem so sad.

Cheer up
__smile
the dark days will clear up
and soon you will be able to smile XD





it sucks but smile <@:)


lolololololololololololol

you can give me sunshine
you can give me life
you can give me nightfall
you can give me desire

you can take my dreams
and put them at ease
take my memory
and put me to sleep

there may never be
a smile on my face
but in my mind
i know im as happy as can be

I like chicken
I like liver
meow mix
meow mix
please deliver!

This is one i wrote about 15 or so yars ago....


My earliest memories are not of anything specific
they are more memories of feelings as opposed to events....
feelings of lonelness
feelings of abandonment
feelings of sadness.....

They say our destiny is forged in these earliest
moments
That our fate is determined at this
Critical Juncture...
The chosen begin their path of righteousness
the ill-fated are doomed from the beginning
the unfortunate devour themselves, searching for
anihilation

You see we are all prisoners of our own
nature, locked is certain patterns of behavior.
I could no sooner change my ways then i could
stop a bird from migrating south for winter or
salmon from spawning.....