drakens poem - lonely knife

[drakenjecht]

a dagger
that is all i can relate to
a dagger in my heart will numb
the pain , the pain
i been feeling since
that day, that day
will allways stay in my
mind

that day you broke me
like a piece of glass
smashed against a wall
my heart broken into pieces

my heart that was once broken
has been repaired
by 3 people who care about me
each one of them special
one i love, two i cant express

are they love or are they
desire, my mind a galaxy
of questions, a galaxy
of puzzles longs for an answer
an answer to my heart
an answer for those who are
close to me
those who are special to me.

the knife still calls to me
but i will not yeild to it
the knife represents someone
i no longer am
a person of no hope
i have hope
i know love
i know happiness
i know what it means to be
alive
i pity you knife
you will never know these things





dedicated to the three special people in my life

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a poem of expression and of love

what is this i feel
urges of happiness
my heart feels light as a feather
i feel no hate
no greed
just happiness

is this how it feel to be in heaven
have i died and reached nirvana
no i can still feel the air between my hair
and the ground beneath my feet

what is this i feel
i haven't felt this before
this feeling
this emotion
what are you

what is this making me sing with joy
making me go about my day with a smile
making me never un-happy

love,, is this what you are called
if you are, are you true love
my angel tell me
are you my love
my joy
my source of happiness

are you going to be with me forever my angel
are you going to make everday feel like heaven
are you going to stay here in my arms
to be with me in times of need
in times of worry
and in times of joy

my perfect love i have found you at last
you are mine forever
my perfect love tell me that which i need to hear


i love you

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my dedication to fratello

all i see around me is pain
pain and hate
hate for people who hurt the ones
i care most about,
i feel they're pain
i feel they're sorrow
the ones i care about our
hearts are connected

people i care about around me
are in pain, the one i love
in agony not being able to be
with the one she loves the most
she was my only love
my star in the northern sky
my guiding light away from the darkness

she will be forever in my heart
forever in my mind
and me in hers
the week we was together
i shall never forget
the happiness you made me feel
the joy we shared

i can only hope we shall
be together once more
i shall wait for that day
i hope when that day comes
you still love me
for i will allways love you.
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Yuri's Poems
Unbreakable

I’m up again
From this day
You tried to take my heart away

From the start
We fell apart
But we are unbroken
Ever since we have spoken


(New poem next)

Ocean View

As the waves go to and fro
The sun sets
To its home
This happens as I wonder…
In my home upon a hill
I have an ocean view
Tears I cry
Have come to me
From the sea
Salty wet, as they are so fresh
Just as I wonder
About the ocean
Tears of pain
Streak down my face
As I now know
They are from ocean angles
That come now
To take me home

[Yuri]

you love poetry too? I thought you said you couldnt understand its meanings? but even so, it is a really good poem, if you want you can add it to my thread for poems filtering throught your heart

[drakenjecht]

with poems i am just writing my experiences with my emotion leaking into the poem without me realising when i write things i never know what i will end up with untill i finish it

but i will ask you again do you relate to some of the things i have said in the poem yuri

[Yuri]

hehe, unfortunatly yes. Hardly anyone has tried to help me (my friends that is) mot people assumed that I could get over the person that hurt me and move on, but noone ever thought about trying to help me untill I started cutting myself. I searched for answers for the longest time, but the only thing that helped was someone that loved me, not like family, but me as being their own, love passion and confort was what would put me to rest and at ease, but everytime something would go wrong and I would lash out from fear of loosing something, but I always hurt the one I loved the most. Thats why I have hardly any friends. But the people here, at JF, I feel loved, but not the love I want. When I met Hisu, I was happy and I steared clear from hurting people, but I ended up hurting myself. The person I loved the most ended up hating me and me him. For lost of our lust, I cant seem to love my BF now because I dont feel that I truly love him anymore, so Im sad and hurt....sometimes I dont feel that I can put the knife away....

[drakenjecht]

did you pick up on the fact i was talking about you at one point in the poem, i have allways found it hard to love, but thats why the 3rd stanza got wrote, the 4th explains how i am feeling about you and ss.

i didnt realise how much you related to this poem, i am allways freaked out by how my random typing affects peope like this

[Yuri]

im a writer, its what I do best. I write about how things go about in my life, people hurt me and I never understand why. but if someone writes a poem and they think it sucks, I read it and I always seem to find the good in it, and they always feel happy that I can relate to them. its just the way I am, I can see your fears but I also see your greatness

[drakenjecht]

awww thank you yuri, this poem was dedicated to three special ladies and your one of them

[kokunin]

wait how many people know each other phisically?

[Yuri]

Drakey:
fear is to hurt and to hate but desire to love and be open, to love and be free a fear to die but to cry on free will to only be at state with the one you want to see.

do you understand?

[Yuri]

Originally Posted by kokunin

wait how many people know each other phisically?

me and sen8890, lolz